[Gift] Someday, we'll find the light in the dark by LeSmollestBean, literature
Literature
[Gift] Someday, we'll find the light in the dark
It's my fault that I'm on my own.
This journey of life has lead me into a dead end, where the thunder storm of frustration looms over my lifeless body. Darkness closes in like a prison, filled with monsters that want to tear me apart. They roach out to me, screaming - You're nothing but a failure, a mistake; no wonder your closest friends ditched you long ago. You're the mute mouse in the classroom, the stereotypical nerd that doesn't meet society's definition of beauty, the invisible ghost that will never be noticed. Who wants to be someone like that?
As much as I want to fight back and defend myself, the energy to do so has already been d
Some days, when I look into the mirror, I can't see myself. All I see is a monster, idle and emotionless, staring blankly at me. Her hair sticks out in all directions, dried tears paint her face, her eyes are wide open in shock. This mirror on the wall, reflecting a monster back at me, tells me who's the most worthless of them all - me. It's always me. Everyone else has some worth - my boyfriend has his talented writing skills, my best friend has her caring attitude, that one guy in my maths class has the mind of Einstein. What am I? I'm shit at everything I do, I can sometimes be a selfish bitch that begs for help, my intelligence is mediocr
Emotions are so easy to hide. You just put on a false smile, pretend everything's fine, and get on with your day. Nobody notices the dried tears on your face, or questions those harsh marks on your arms. No, everything is just fine. It's none of their business anyway.
Yet as much you try and try again to cover up the truth, there's always someone who notices the reality. A person - or group of people - who ask if you're ok, reassure your stupid and messed up mind that it's going to be ok, that you're loved and cared about by at least someone in this world of conflict, all those emotions and thoughts are allowed to pour out from your mouth an
An update on what's going on...
1 - Stored deviationsI've been cleaning up my gallery a bit and stored some of my deviations. Some of the stuff I've done is pretty old now and I'm definitely not in the MLP fandom anymore. I've since moved onto other fandoms, mostly anime.
I started Deviartart back when I was younger, but I'm a lot maturer and my interests have changed, so I just wanted to get rid of some of the stuff I don't want anymore on my gallery.
2 - Moving on from DeviantartI'm thinking of moving on from this account to start afresh with some better content. My art skills have improved since 2015 and, like I said before, my interest
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You can check out my current ideas/story development here: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1x-XVdnSPCQFOjOhQt9llz0rSCJue1UiXXrwnBjX_v2U/edit?usp=sharing
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Hey guys, it's been a while xD
I've not been too inspired to draw recently and I'm not that happy with my art in general really, so I'm trying to take a break from it at the moment and do some writing instead.
Over the summer I started to think of ideas for a story I might be writing. It's sci-fi/fantasy themed OwO
Here's the story idea at the moment:
It’s been 1000 years since a war broke out that divided society.
There are 5 crystals that come from somewhere in